quotes

· Human beings are not born once and for all on the day their mothers give birth to them...life obliges them over and over again to give birth to themselves. --Gabriel Garcia Marquez

· Peace consists, very largely, in the fact of desiring it with all one's soul.--Oscar Arias Sanchez

· Faith is a reflex of gratitude.--Jim Dodge, from the poem Holy Shit

· De veras hijo, ya todas las estrellas han partido. Pero nunca se pone mas oscuro que cuando va a amanecer.--Isaac Felipe Azofeifa, inscription on the entrance to the Musee de Jade, San Jose, CR

· And now here is my secret, a very simple secret. It is only with the heart that one can see rightly. What is essential is invisible to the eye.--Antoine de Saint-Exupery, The Little Prince


Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Free Time

...is something I don't have a whole lot of these days, so when I happened upon a couple unexpected hours tonight, I wanted to be careful about how I spent them.  I decided I had time to make some phone calls for my youth group and get in some guitar practice.  So, I headed over to the convent to borrow the guitar and ask a few questions of one of the Sisters, feeling light and enthusiastic. When I entered the comedor (dining room) to find the Sister, I saw a tiny little figure in the light blue Kinder uniform, seated at the table.  The little girl, who looked to be about 5 years old, was morosely eating arroz con leche (rice with milk) with a teaspoon. The sisters hadn't yet been able to reach her father, who, through a miscommunication, had not arrived to pick up his daughter from the Kinder, when it closed three and a half hours earlier.  The sisters and I tried chatting with her to cheer her up, but she eventually broke down and started crying quietly beside her unfinished bowl of arroz.  When I realized she was crying, I went over to her chair and gathered her in my arms. As the sisters finished their evening tea, I cradled her in my lap and sang lullabies in English, trying to calm her breathing.  Taking one from The Sound of Music, I talked to her about her favorite things and told her about some of mine. She nodded and hiccuped, and I blew her nose for her, but she was missing her parents and just wanted to go home. We sat in the chairs at the side of the comedor for probably another 45 minutes, looking through her notebook and listening to the Hermana playing songs on the guitar, both of us being a little silly, just trying to make her feel better.  After her father arrived at the gate, I spent few minutes playing guitar and singing in the chapel. Seems like God had a better plan for my free time than I did.  

2 comments:

  1. Isn't it wonderful when He provides us with opportunities to be "present"! I had a similar gift the last week--in frantic preparation for Confirmation I received a call to have an early lunch with the Anns... I declined my mind (and the to do list within) and engaged my heart! That peace in the middle of the day turned into the energy to address the work that awaited. Love your posts--love you

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  2. So hard to do what you did there, Maggie--surrender your own plans to what God and other people put in front of you. God bless you! With prayers.

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